EVER WONDER WHY IT IS
THAT THIS LIFE IS SO TOUGH
EVER WONDER WHY IT IS
THAT NO MISERY' S ENOUGH
EVER WONDER WHY IT IS
THAT THERS NEVER ANY REST
AND EVER WONDER WHY IT IS
THAT WERE GOD CURSED AND NOT BLESSED (2x)

I'M PRETTY SURE THAT YOU KNOW
EXACTLY WHERE IM COMING FROM
ANY EXAMPLES IM ONE
ALWAYS THE MOST TROUBLED SON
EVER SINCE DAY ONE
THE MOST FUCKING TROUBLESOME
ALWAYS ON THE FUCKING RUN
IT'S A MIRACLE IM ALIVE
CUZ SINCE MY FIRST LIGHT
IVE BEEN FIGHTING TO SURVIVE
TRYING HARD NOT TO DIE
BUT THEN AGAIN WONDERIN WHY
SINCE THERE'S NOTHING IN THIS LIFE
ASIDE FROM PAIN N MISERY
BESIDE THE HATE AND AGONY
AND IF YOU THINK THAT IM LYING
LOOK AROUND AND YOULL SEE
THE SAME THING AS ME
EVERY WHERE THAT I TURN I SEE ANOTHER TRAGEDY
AND EVERY WHERE THAT I TURN SEE ANOTHER CALAMITY
PEOPLE DYING, CHILDREN CRYING
POOR ONES LIVING IN THE STREET
AND EVERY BODY FUCKING TRYING
SO HARD TO STAY ON THEIR FEET
INCLUDING ME BUT I REFUSE
TO ADMIT MY DEFEAT
EVEN IF IM SINGING BLUES
AND LOOKING LIKE IVE BEEN BEAT
CUZ ITS HARD TO GET THROUGH
WHEN YOUR DYING LIKE ME
AND IF YOU THINK IT'S NOT TRUE
WALK ONE DAY IN MY SHOES
AND YOULL SEE WHAT I MEAN
WHY IT IS THAT ON MY DEATH
IT IS THAT I PONDER
AND WHY IT IS THAT I WONDER
WHY AM I ONE OF THE LAST (TO GOOO)
AND WHY IT IS THAT I ASK

EVER WONDER WHY IT IS
THAT THIS LIFE IS SO TOUGH
EVER WONDER WHY IT IS
THAT NO MISERY' S ENOUGH
EVER WONDER WHY IT IS
THAT THERS NEVER ANY REST
AND EVER WONDER WHY IT IS
THAT WERE GOD CURSED AND NOT BLESSED (3x)

I Know That Im Not Blessed
Because I've Never Been Giving Shit
But Mean Stares No Cares,
And Nothing But Bus Fairs
To Get Out Of Town
And Keep My Face Concealed Down
When Im Crossin The Pounds
A Couple Pennies Here And There
Just Get The Fuck Outa Here
Consuming Every Hateful Thought
That Has Ever Been Brought
Demeaning Me And My Name
But Everything Is The Fucking Same
It All Just Happens To Never Leave
Surrounding Particles Of My Soul
It Cuts Deep And Thorough
My Own Sister And Family
Would Rather Fucking Die
Then To Claim Me With Pride
Cause Im A Lil Indifferent
With My Choices And Actions
Leading 2 A PLace Full Of Friction
And Addiction
Blowing Like Smoke In The Air
Passing Away With A Care
Striving To reach Better Things
Yet Noone Knowns What I Mean.

EVER WONDER WHY IT IS
THAT THIS LIFE IS SO TOUGH
EVER WONDER WHY IT IS
THAT NO MISERY' S ENOUGH
EVER WONDER WHY IT IS
THAT THERS NEVER ANY REST
AND EVER WONDER WHY IT IS
THAT WERE GOD CURSED AND NOT BLESSED (3x)

HAVE YOU EVER LIED IN BED
THINKING BOUT WHAT GOD SAID
HE SAID HED ALWAYS TELL THE TRUTH
SO WHY'D HE LIE INSTEAD
HE SAID THAT LIFE WAS A BLESSIN
BUT WORDS HAD TO BE MISSIN
FROM THAT PASSAGE OR MAYBE
WE GOT THE WRONG MESSAGE
BECUZ THIS WORLD IS A WRECKAGE
AND WHY EVEN LIE YOU KNOW THAT YOU SEE IT TOO
YOU KNOW THAT YOU FAMILIARIZE WITH ME DRINKING A BREW
AND WITH ME GETTING HIGH
JUST SO THAT I COULD TRY
TO GET AWAY FROM WHATS REAL
TO LET OUR BROKEN HEARTS HEAL
TO LET THE PAIN GO AWAY
BUT THATS ONLY WHEN WERE HIGH
SO WE GET HIGH EVERYDAY
AND WHEN I DON'T I JUST PRAY
FATHER IF YOUR UP THERE
AND YOU STILL FUCKING CARE
PLEASE LISTEN TO MY PRAYER
CCUZ I'M DYING INSIDE
YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I HAVE CRIED
YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I HAVE SEEN
YOU KNOW I'M DIRT AND UNCLEAN
CUZ YOU know THE DRUGS IVE TASTED
HOW MUCH TIME I HAVE WASTED
WHILE I WAS INCARCERATED
YOU KNOW HOW BADLY I'M HATED
YOU KNOW IM BADDER THAN BAD
YOU KNOW I'M MADDER THAN MAD
YOU KNOW I'M SADDER THAN SAD
YOU KNOW IM SICK N DEPRESSED
YOU KNOW I'M CURSED AND NOT BLESSED
YOU KNOW IM POORER THAN POOR
AND THAT'S WHY I ASK YOU LORD
JUST LET ME DIE