Its been 3 long months since you passed away

and im still missing you every single day

ive been livin the worst, so now why'd you have to go

why'd you have to die and leave me alone

i feel like im cursed, i was so close to you

it happened so fast, i didnt know what to do

you were only 19 when i had to dress in black

you were only 19 when i had to face the facts

so now i made this track, in memory of you

to say that i miss you, an you know that i love you

Chorus: everyday i wake up wishing you were here

so you can say its ok mija dry your tears

only 19 when i had to say goodbye

and i miss you so much, it just makes me cry (2x)

It's been hard without you but im still holdin up

but theres time when i felt like just givin up
then i think about the things that you would always say

mija stand up, stay strong and dont runaway

so i sit here and pray, hopin good things will come

if i have to fight for it, best beilieve i'd shed blood

and i know its not good when i resort to violence

but when i lost you loony, i also lost your guidence

i know we have to go, but why you so soon

we were all so young and we all miss you

everytime i see your picture my eyes still fill with tears

cuz i think about the days when you were here

when i see your grave i get this pain in my chest

cuz i love you and i miss you but i know in peace you rest

Chorus: everyday i wake up wishing you were here

so you can say its ok mija dry your tears

only 19 when i had to say goodbye

and i miss you so much, it just makes me cry (2x)

I know everyone wishes you were here

especially your girl even though she trys holdin back the tears

I still thank god for letting you in her life

but its still a shame that he made you leave us all behind

i know you're in a better place, i just cant wait to see

you, your aunt gloria, eddie, and your mother angie

but for now i gotta stay up, gotta keep my head high

cuz i know you're always watchin me from the sky

when its my time to die i want you to take me to the gates of heaven

cuz i know ill make it safely

thats a long ways ahead i dont have to worry now

i still want to accomplish goals, just to make you proud

i wish you could see,

the rest of your family

we're still holdin strong and still growin gradually

i know that your happy, and your love could never be compared

and we all miss you loony, and we'll see you when we get there

Chorus: everyday i wake up wishing you were here

so you can say its ok mija dry your tears

only 19 when i had to say goodbye

and i miss you so much, it just makes me cry (2x)